Stuck in a Rut

The heading says it all really.

Stress… Stress… STRESS.

I won’t go into too much detail because we don’t want to upset people but there are points in life when you just have to give up and cut your losses.

I’ve given it a go, I’ve tried my best, but it’s just not working out any more.

Nobody should carry on with something that just makes constantly makes them miserable.

To be honest, I think I’ve been incredibly lucky. Lucky to have such an amazing support system around me. My amazing parents, fabulous Nanna and gorgeous boyfriend have all been top stars today, keeping me sane and making sure I have my head screwed on and a smile on my little face.

The last thing I ever want is for people to be disappointed in me! I hate it! It was all that was on my mind when making a decision about what to do but it turned out, nobody really cared about whether or not I would struggle for money or whatever, they all just said the same thing…

We hate seeing you so unhappy, you need to do what’s right for yourself and nobody else”.

Those were the exact words I needed to here.

Onward and upward from here on out.

I could do with my luck taking a flip turn now so if there is anyone up there looking down on me, help me out, sprinkle a little fairy dust on me and give me a bit of luck!

I’m sick and tired of being miserable so everyone is right. I just need to do what makes me happy, what I think is the best decision for my own health, physically and mentally. No more crying every night, this gal needs to get her smile back!!!

So I know this post is a little cryptic but anyone who knows me will know exactly what its about. Anyone who doesn’t, I hope you can take a very important message from it…

DO WHAT MAKES YOU HAPPY!!!

My love goes to every single one of you reading this and I want nothing but happiness for everyone who reads the random and crazy thoughts that spill out on my keyboard.

momma pappa and ste

Shout out to these three beauties and my Nanna (I can’t find any photo’s with her that she would let me put on) for being fab and getting me through the day!! I love you all x

P.S Momma P look’s sad in the photo because us three all got free drinks because of a mix up and they weren’t allowed to give her one for free HA!!

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